You Are Enough.

Being enough... I've quite hated this term while I grew up because I know what it feels like not being enough... I know what it feels like to be an outcast when everyone tells you that's not how it should be.. I know what it feels to study all night giving your best but get minimum grades... I know what it feels like to try your best while doing something and get in response, "Oh but I didn't ask you to."... I know what it feels like when you are constantly putting your everything into something but the other one just refuses to recognise the efforts... I know what it feels like that oh I'd never be enough no matter how much I do... it'll always be like this-

Have you ever wondered what the most incredible part of going through a phase like this is? The best part of going through the process is that it helps you grow and learn. It challenges you to adapt to different situations, overcome obstacles, and develop new skills. It allows you to gain knowledge and experience that can be applied in various aspects of your life. Additionally, going through phases can often lead to personal growth, self-discovery, and a sense of accomplishment. I know there are phases when we feel like I'd be never enough and let me tell you it's completely alright to feel vulnerable to feel this way but let me tell you something-

There were many instances when you felt like you'd never get past it, but you did it, you survived. When that high school friendship broke you felt like, "Oh I'd never really get friends," but trust me when you look back in time now you are grateful that you lost it, you know why? Because you are in far better place even if it doesn't seem right now. It's okay to get tired and feel like you don't want to do anything anymore... and it's alright when you feel this it's completely okay to slow down and take care of yourself. Or do you remember? The time when certain someone told you, "You are not enough and you'd never be!" despite the things you did for them- there are many instances like those but you know there's something in common in all of those. 

It's the way that you perceive people, it's the way you look out for others, it's the way you make sure that everyone is included and won't feel left out; just because you know how it feels like to be left out. It's about your giving nature that no matter how many times people tried to take your shine away; but still you kept shining, you still are. It's knowing the fact that maybe, the efforts I put saved someone? Maybe they needed that love more than you needed at that moment. Think that you were fortunate enough that the universe blessed you with love that you were able to help someone? There's nothing in life worth regretting especially when it comes to you dear!! You know why?? You've been enough, all ALONG. And not just enough but more than enough. I'm so proud of you for that-

I'm so proud of you for the fact that you kept going, for the fact after the things you've been through you still chose to be kind. For the fact that you are you!! You don't need to be someone to deserve that love and happiness, those things are meant to be given and it's completely alright if they don't understand that. The only thing that matters is you, the only validation you need is yours, and the only thing you should focus on improving is you. Even when you don't feel like it because it's just you against you. I hope one day you wake up and realise that you are just not enough but more than enough. I hope you realise that you are not people's opinion on you. I hope you realise that you don't need anyone to survive and you are completely fine on your own. I hope you realise that you've had enough of everything and you need to move through this and create a better life for yourself.

....psssstttt... Let me tell you one thing!! It gets better!! It turns out to be much better than you've ever imagined and you get to experience new things. Imagine the vast world out there, filled with countless individuals waiting to cross paths with you, endless possibilities waiting to be uncovered, exciting ventures waiting to be pursued, uncharted cities waiting to be explored. And the best part? Everything that lies ahead is bound to surpass your wildest expectations. You just have to wait and keep faith in yourself... Bieee <33