Riha Writes

Hey! How's it going? Looking out for other people, being a people pleaser, constantly thinking about your actions and everything just because they won't get hurt, how's it going?? Being always there for others?? Isn't it pleasing how just a person keeps going?? They don't make the slightest effort for themselves but make sure everyone is happy. How's it going?? Giving everything until you've nothing? In this process did you forget that you are someone you love too? And if you don't then please let me remind you of those moments, happiness isn't always about great things those are in small things. Happiness is making your perfect coffee, it's hearing your favorite song playing in a public place, happiness is a baby holding your finger, it is hearing your parent's voice after a long day. Those small things aren't tiny, they are the things that make life much more beautiful. Happiness and peace are when you think about those moments you woul...

 Dear Me,  Firstly, I've to apologize for whatever I made you go through. I shouldn't have done that. I was wrong when I told you that you are not perfect and would never be enough. Furthermore, I'm sorry I shouldn't have listened to other people when they told me you are ugly and no one would ever give the slightest attention to you. I'm so sorry for all those sleepless nights and those cover thoughts. I am sorry, that I made you waste your time on people when they neither valued nor cared about your existence. I'm sorry for making you feel bad about yourself. I'm sorry that you were tired, and I kept forcing you. I am sorry that I kept blaming everything on you, and you listened to it all without even questioning me once. But guess what I was wrong this whole time I forgot that something like perfection doesn't even exist it was just a myth, the things I used to hate about you the most are now my power. You were never less or too much just people aroun...

   IF I AM  FOR OTHERS, THEN WHO'S FOR ME? AND IF I AM FOR MYSELF, THEN WHAT AM I FOR? You are there for YOURSELF to make you feel things, emotions at a moment you go through hardships and lose hope. You feel lost and thoughts like "Its not worth it", "I am not enough", etc. consume your mind. Everything you are doing getting up early, facing somethings again and again, bearing consequences even when in first place it really wasn't your fault!! But at that time you are there to remind  yourself  that this feeling is temporary but results are permanent, you are there to remind yourself that going through hell and finding your true self, improving yourself, giving your best its all about that. You are there to remind yourself that not to be too harsh on your soul and its okay to feel tired and take break but its not okay to give up just because it seems tough. Its not just about happy memories or achievements its about your efforts and failure too its about ap...

 I stood there and let a deep sigh out I felt relieved I got flashbacks of a week how tangled it was those harsh burns and chaos that's all.. I ought to be somewhere I really meant to be was only my thought Worn out and unclear somehow i was going through my thoughts.. morning moon gave me boon I interrogated myself why every piece includes not sun but moon? All secrets were with moon but sun encountered many excudes,those smiling faces and bright eyes were everywhere but only moon knew what's behind that doom. Seeing that courage even sun could tear up holding from somethings to let it go he experienced...but weather kept changing not as it was constant with every feeling of mine air got colored after a whole bright day there was nothing but dark.. kept myself from losing what i really had moon knew my weakness but sun was perceived of my courage. Everytime moon embraced me next to that sun couraged no matter how weak I could. It always helped . It maybe star or beam it always...

Our backs tell us stories, no books can carry! They told me to write something I wish to read; I had Everything in Infront of me but could catch nothing... They said "Nothing beautiful ask for attention, Your imperfections make you unique". They warned us of drugs, and evils but they didn't even take a moment to notify us of our thoughts & stability they thought it's trifle so they let us keep going. But later on, notion started affecting I Felt Like Everything Suddenly Started collapsing and I could do nothing conception started taking place it took a moment to perceive reality, "Nothing beautiful asks for attention but it's blinded by lust no imperfections make you no smaller" but the thought of being unique in this world terrified us. Everything looks good in books & quotes the definition of perfection seems a lot more. Here we are living in a discernment world even the thought of being ourselves terror us. They Warned Us About Everything But ...

 Things are always not gonna be the way you think!  We expect when it doesn't work we get depressed- This is how life works we never know what is waiting for us. But Yea We should probably know something best is coming. Life is not normal it's always with different complications we think we are in pain but no that's the training part duh! We are getting laid obviously for the best it's start I think there are different things we're unsure about who's not! But that doesn't mean you should stop because as much as you're gonna try to control.... It will turn into worse it's not like we shouldn't put efforts in something we should give it sometime n instead of controlling it's for better to let it goo. Because you just have to choose what's best for you!

Her touch could heal all my pain Her one hug could disappear all my sufferings I remember my childhood It was the best part of my life Coz that was the time I Was with you I knew I was loved You used to Express it in many ways I miss those sleepless nights When we used to listen 90s hits and discuss about life on which u used to tease me N Whenever i got angry You used to cook something special just for me I miss the moments when I used to get prize n you'd proudly say that ".....obliviously she will, she is my child!!!" I also miss the moments when we hungout n tried new things I miss that when i used to stay up late night n you used to sing lullaby and I used to sleep in no time I still remember the chocolate doll u GIFTED me last year on my birthday I miss every single moment coz it was so precious for me I miss you coz you were my first and only bestfriend I used to get angry when you'd scold me but whatever I'm today is only because of you ...