Riha Writes

Being enough... I've quite hated this term while I grew up because I know what it feels like not being enough... I know what it feels like to be an outcast when everyone tells you that's not how it should be.. I know what it feels to study all night giving your best but get minimum grades... I know what it feels like to try your best while doing something and get in response, "Oh but I didn't ask you to."... I know what it feels like when you are constantly putting your everything into something but the other one just refuses to recognise the efforts... I know what it feels like that oh I'd never be enough no matter how much I do... it'll always be like this- Have you ever wondered what the most incredible part of going through a phase like this is?   The best part of going through the process is that it helps you grow and learn. It challenges you to adapt to different situations, overcome obstacles, and develop new skills. It allows you to gain knowledge...

  Let me tell you one thing there are number of people in the world that has honestly worse than you! Trust me that doesn’t mean your emotions doesn’t have value but that means despite of the situation people are going through they tend to keep going. And what are you talking about? Crying about??? Being heartbroken ?? Seriously?? Stop constantly degrading yourself by allowing disrespect from people who doesn’t even deserve your presence!! DISRESPECT IS NOT A JOKE!!  LEARN TO SET BOUNDARIES , letting toxic people in is gonna delay your result. There are people out there who burn-out themselves by working several jobs, while getting their degree just because they have some “goal” for their future and they tend to work for it; there are people out there constantly working their ass off just because they don’t wanna fit it, and trust me that's a privilege one could hold.  Learn to EDUCATE yourself on several things, because that's the only thing you have till the end of t...

 Despair and Hope are the biggest companion; Hope is the ember that flickers within, A flame that burns so light and thin, It sheds light on the darkness of life, And blazes through doubt and endless strife. Despair, how does it consume? A suffocating weight, a heavy fume, It grips the heart, with the iron hold, Darkness that does mind the enfold. It's the bridge that spans the chasm wide, And the silver lining in every stormy sky, A beacon of promise in the depth of despair, A guiding star in the murky air. A sense of loss, a feeling of defeat, A lost battle, with no victorious feat, A downward spiral, it pulls you in, A journey of pain, it seems to win. So let Despair, feel, look, and weigh, And let it slowly slip away; Just like Hamlet and Yoricks doth strive, To vanquish despair and help it revive.  (And maybe this is how I fell in love with hope.)                                     ...

Hey! How's it going? Looking out for other people, being a people pleaser, constantly thinking about your actions and everything just because they won't get hurt, how's it going?? Being always there for others?? Isn't it pleasing how just a person keeps going?? They don't make the slightest effort for themselves but make sure everyone is happy. How's it going?? Giving everything until you've nothing? In this process did you forget that you are someone you love too? And if you don't then please let me remind you of those moments, happiness isn't always about great things those are in small things. Happiness is making your perfect coffee, it's hearing your favorite song playing in a public place, happiness is a baby holding your finger, it is hearing your parent's voice after a long day. Those small things aren't tiny, they are the things that make life much more beautiful. Happiness and peace are when you think about those moments you woul...

 Dear Me,  Firstly, I've to apologize for whatever I made you go through. I shouldn't have done that. I was wrong when I told you that you are not perfect and would never be enough. Furthermore, I'm sorry I shouldn't have listened to other people when they told me you are ugly and no one would ever give the slightest attention to you. I'm so sorry for all those sleepless nights and those cover thoughts. I am sorry, that I made you waste your time on people when they neither valued nor cared about your existence. I'm sorry for making you feel bad about yourself. I'm sorry that you were tired, and I kept forcing you. I am sorry that I kept blaming everything on you, and you listened to it all without even questioning me once. But guess what I was wrong this whole time I forgot that something like perfection doesn't even exist it was just a myth, the things I used to hate about you the most are now my power. You were never less or too much just people aroun...

   IF I AM  FOR OTHERS, THEN WHO'S FOR ME? AND IF I AM FOR MYSELF, THEN WHAT AM I FOR? You are there for YOURSELF to make you feel things, emotions at a moment you go through hardships and lose hope. You feel lost and thoughts like "Its not worth it", "I am not enough", etc. consume your mind. Everything you are doing getting up early, facing somethings again and again, bearing consequences even when in first place it really wasn't your fault!! But at that time you are there to remind  yourself  that this feeling is temporary but results are permanent, you are there to remind yourself that going through hell and finding your true self, improving yourself, giving your best its all about that. You are there to remind yourself that not to be too harsh on your soul and its okay to feel tired and take break but its not okay to give up just because it seems tough. Its not just about happy memories or achievements its about your efforts and failure too its about ap...

 I stood there and let a deep sigh out I felt relieved I got flashbacks of a week how tangled it was those harsh burns and chaos that's all.. I ought to be somewhere I really meant to be was only my thought Worn out and unclear somehow i was going through my thoughts.. morning moon gave me boon I interrogated myself why every piece includes not sun but moon? All secrets were with moon but sun encountered many excudes,those smiling faces and bright eyes were everywhere but only moon knew what's behind that doom. Seeing that courage even sun could tear up holding from somethings to let it go he experienced...but weather kept changing not as it was constant with every feeling of mine air got colored after a whole bright day there was nothing but dark.. kept myself from losing what i really had moon knew my weakness but sun was perceived of my courage. Everytime moon embraced me next to that sun couraged no matter how weak I could. It always helped . It maybe star or beam it always...